Mess it all up

Once again, can’t hide the deep inside subconsciousness, it is all written on my face when getting nervous or confounded. Now be seeing everything would probably stay constant. Hate being that first mover character for other’s reference; it’s such a lonely role to play. The original plan to open new path is further postponed to no date, propel life to another phase of suspension, and simply can’t help the feeling of perplexing and disappointment.